F or the start, I want to mention that the Lord has been suggesting to me to have a personal blog for a good while, I have been avoiding it. For me, having a blog was really a big problem. I always kept myself away from social networks. I have never had an account in Odnoklassniki, Facebook or any other social network. I had clear reasons for that; first, it is a waste of time, and second, I did not want to make a showoff of my private life. If I am not mistaken, I flatly rejected the first such suggestion to create a blog, which I received around 5 years ago.

One day, in autumn, 2014 (I do not remember the exact date) I received in my spirit the suggestion to create a blog again. The suggestion was so convincing, as if an unseen hand nailed me to a wall and demanded a promise to create a blog.

I cried hopelessly: “Lord God, what do you want from me? I cannot have a blog! What will I write there? I have nothing to write! Who needs my writings and who will read them? Today there are so many writers and preachers; there are so many interesting materials and information about anything.”
The Lord responded to me softly, but firmly:
“I have performed so many miracles in your life. I showed you who I am, and taught you to believe. Your blog will change lives.”

I received a clear vision: a blog that changes lives.
The vision was persuasive and more than humbling; I understood that I had to be very humble before God and highly sensitive toward the leading of the Holy Spirit, in order to write what the Lord wants, as He is the One Who changes lives. He is the Alpha and the Omega. He is the One Who searches hearts. He is pure with the pure and devious with the devious (Psalm 18.26). I do not know whether I will place materials on my blog each day. I know only one thing: I must be led by the Holy Spirit and completely humble myself before God, the Creator of the Universe and the One Who keeps breath in our nostrils.

With love, Gayane

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